That's the one thing we've got.

I know I make a lot of mistakes but I'm still learning from them. I'm still young and there are a lot for me to learn. I don't have a permanent personality, I haven't even decide my favorite color yet (because I change it every week). I listen to a bunch type of music, at the moment I like country music, but I also enjoy pop. I like reading novel even though I am probably the slowest reader in the universe. At one time I read national geographic but five minutes later I read teen vogue, just because I feel like it. I don't have a hobby except browsing the internet and being online at many different social network waiting on my tabs. I like reading stranger's blog, I do hope some stranger reads my blog too. I like watching movies, especially on theater. I also have a thing for performance art, not like I can dance or sing or act, but I just enjoy it. I also wish that someday.. the community would go back into text messaging and give up bbm. I guess it's sad some friends decided to hate me, but I guess that's normal, because this is who I am and I can't give up the way I am. I may not be the most open person, or the most responsive person as a friend, but I'm trying my best. I can't say the right thing when someone is sad, or when someone's having birthday I don't even know what to say. I don't have hundreds followers on my twitter. I also really hate it when someone don't read my message for a very long time. I guess that's normal. Maybe I am a weird person after all. I am just a human.

"Life is too short - or too long - to allow myself the luxury of living it badly" -Paulo Coelho

turtle travels only when it sticks its neck out.

I'm a big fan of quotes, I posted quotes on my blogger, on my plurk, my twitter, anything. I just love to quote someone else. It's not only famous people, but sometimes even my friends occasionally said the wisest zen kind of thing without realizing it.

(while I was writing here, my friend from taiwan greeted me on msn. That's the nicest feeling in the world you know! I miss her very much..)

I once read this quotes on tumblr, "if you want something, then you have to leave something else." It means that we need to sacrifice something in order to achieve something bigger. For example, I want to learn playing guitar and to achieve that I have to spare some time on weekday since it's cheaper that way, and money as well. Well, because I'm just really new into this music thingy, I need to practice because obviously I suck so bad at it. Because I don't want to be "suck" I practice at home too, and when I practice guitar I can't study for my school right? So it means I sacrifice my school study to learn guitar. (My guitar tutor said that I need to practice an hour everyday for three months only to study apoyando technique). I did study two hours everyday... for three days.

And here is the new favorite quotes:

"I have found there are three stages to every work of God; first it is impossible, then it is difficult, then it's done" -J. Hudson Taylor

"God grant me the Senility to forget the people I never liked anyway, the good fortune to run into the ones I do, and the eyesight to tell me the difference."

"Carpe diem! Rejoice while you are alive; enjoy the day; live life to the fullest; make the most of what you have. It is later than you think." -Horace

Dream List?

so.. a friend of mine have this dream list and I think I'm gonna give this a shot. I mean, nothing to lose right?

1. To Build an Amusement Park based on my own concept. It's not like I want to build a disneyland because it's already Disney's, what's the point of making something that's already someone else's anyway? I want to make it as exciting as possible, over the top, unique, whimsical kind of theme park. I guess I'm a bit obsessed by mitch albom's "five people you meet in heaven" which took place in a theme park. People will love it, I'm sure of it.

2. To build an art school.. maybe some kind of art high school. It's like a regular high school, but much cooler. So many people have talent and passion for art but they lock it deep inside because they want a decent life. I know that life as an artist maybe a bit shaky.. but imagining doing what you love everyday in your life, you can never be really poor (I think, but what do I know? :p)

3. To... go to heaven. amin. itulah tujuan utamanya.

more quotes!

I wanted to say goodbye to someone, and have someone say goodbye to me. The goodbyes we speak and the goodbyes we hear are the goodbyes that tell us we’re still alive.

Wolves of the Calla, Stephen King

He saw things in a way that others did not, so that a city I had lived in all my life seemed a different place, so that a woman became beautiful with the light on her face.

Girl With a Pearl Earring, Tracy Chevalier

One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.

The Alchemist, Paulo Coelho

My meaning simply is, that whatever I have tried to do in life, I have tried with all my heart to do well; that whatever I have devoted myself to, I have devoted myself to completely; that in great aims and in small, I have always been thoroughly in earnest.

David Copperfield, Charles Dickens

One can forgive but one should never forget.

Persepolis, Marjane Satrapi

I told her tea bags were just a convenience for people with busy lives and she said no one is so busy they can’t take time to make a decent cup of tea and if you are that busy you don’t deserve a decent cup of tea for what is it all about anyway? Are we put into this world to be busy or to chat over a nice cup of tea?

‘Tis, Frank McCour

When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through.

Dear John, Nicholas Sparks

I am infinitely strange to myself.

The French Lieutenant’s Woman, John Fowles

It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them.

An Autobiography, Agatha Christie

"Why do we have to listen to our hearts? Because, wherever your heart is, that is where you'll find your treasure. 'But my heart is agitated,' the boy said. 'It has its dreams, it gets emotional, and it's become passionate over a woman of the desert. It asks thing of me, and it keeps me from sleeping many nights, when I'm thinking about her.' Well, that's good. Your heart is alive. Keep listening to what it has to say." -Paulo Coelho