Sad day

I've been a little bit depressed lately, with all the school stuff especially. It is killing me slowly but surely.. I know that it has to be done somehow, but I just can't change my attitude. I need to be much much better than I am now if I want to succeed. I need to improve myself, constantly. I think that I need to be grateful for what I am now right? Because I am a big, big, believer of the law of the universe. I believe in karma, I believe if you do good deeds, someday it will all come back to you. I believe of the power of positive thinking, I do believe everything is possible. There is no limitation to what a man can achieve in this world.

It was a shock to me that the LPTUI's result was way beyond my expectations. first of all, they suggested me to go to MIPA major which was -> Matematika Ilmu Pengetahuan Alam. Oh come on, seriously? I want to take business so bad. I want to make my own business from zero into something big. I know that I'm not good at communication with people, I know I am being really awkward with strangers, but I know this is what I want. (after MIPA they suggested me to go to visual arts, or teknik)

Disappointment, story of my life. Again I am being disappointed by the scores, teachers, friends, people, and everything. On the bright side.... I am still alive and well. Alhamdulillah :)