Slump.

It is hard times for us senior year right now. I mean, ask anyone. The more you get closer to it the more harder it seems. I have seen some of my friends, and even I get into a level where you just can't stand it anymore. Sometimes it is so stressful that you just want to lock yourself and cry, or cry in front of the public. Times when you just lost faith, everyone's been there. No matter how good they fake it in the morning. I think that is the point of all of this, when no matter how worn out you are at night and you just have so much thoughts that it keeps you awake, but then you are too tired and close your eyes, and in the morning you just have to push yourself to fight again. Today, one more battle, seize the day as you had lived the day before.

They say if you want one thing, you just gotta let go of another. Sometimes, sacrifices are needed when you want it that badly. But I wonder if it's worth it to sell today for the future. I wonder if I didn't try hard enough and if I'm going to regret it in the future.

I become extremely poetic at night I guess.