honestly,

Do you ever feel so.. grateful.. suddenly? well, I feel it now. This is the kind of moment where you know you are so blessed that you can't even complain anymore.. I am surrounded by the most incredible people ever that a girl could ask. They are the most accepting, honest, reliable friends that a human could wish for. I am honestly, not a very sociable person, I can't talk casually to people, I tend to be very awkward.. or so I say. whenever I start or try talking to someone it becomes.... hash tag, awkward moment. BUT my friends always compromise my flaws, they are really caring and understands me completely. come on, who could ask for more?

Now I'm preparing for the state university passing exam.. state university is really famous and everyone (no, I'm not kidding) mostly everyone would do everything to get in there. So, all the tests and try outs has been given and we are currently trying our best. There are some concerns in my head though.. how can you know what to learn when there are so many possibilities of the upcoming question? for example, chemistry, there are a lot of variations to the questions.. even though we have done thousands of practice.. there will still be variations of the question and I'm not expecting an easy one. In the end it will be just you, your test paper, and your guts. only God knows who will get in.