Irony.

I think the most ironic part of life is when you are willing to do something to a person who won't do the same for you. Being in that place makes me doubt my perception about "treat others like you want to be treated" because if you are willing to do so, doesn't that other person should be willing to do the same? But sometimes life is not as fair as a price tag, sometimes you give more than you get in return. For example, as a person you would give a ride for some people who is in need, but when that situation is backwards that other person is not willing to give you a ride. For whatever reason it is, that is still an irony. I see it in everyday's life.

Human is a selfish organism. That is in our blood and our insticts. In my 18 years of life I have only see several people who is a good human being, the thoughtful ones.

There are times when I am completely DONE being left out and I don't even give a rat ass about it anymore since nobody apologize, and I just have to let it go. There are moments when I feel like punching someone who is an hour late for no good reason, I just let it go. If there is anything I learn, it is just let it go. When you can't take it anymore, breathe, try to see the brightside of everything, think of every good stuff, and walk away from your anger.

Think of all the good stuff. I did that all the times, and it works most of the time. And this is the reason why in the future I won't do the same. In the future I will be a better person, I will be a thoughtful person, I will be that person I cannot find now. I promise, tomorrow morning when I wake up, I will be a better person.